1. I thought I was a vampire.
We all have those sleepless nights. We toss and turn and anger because we just can’t seem to nod off. Try not sleeping for 4 nights. After watching twilight and learning Edward doesn’t sleep, I thought OMG maybe that’s why I don’t sleep. Soon after Twilight, due to my sleep deprivation, I started to “think” I craved blood and started to “think” my canines were bigger than they normally look. I started seeing my self become pale. Little did I realise, I had fresh blood inside me. I didn’t realise I was pale because I lacked sleep, I wasn’t eating properly and the fact that I had a chest infection. I won’t ever forget the fact I thought I was a vampire. Sometimes I still do. Sometimes I think I’m a bit loose in the head. And sometimes just sometimes I get sleep.
2. I thought I was going to die
yes I thought I was going to die. I thought this was a very cruel way in which I was just destined to die. The longest I’ve been without sleep is 4 nights and heck, it was the worst time of my life. My head felt like it was going to explode and my eyes were always red. I wasn’t meant to die then… I’m alive now. Oh it hurt though, I was taken into hospital because it was just that bad. The doctor said “your stressed”. You know that feeling when someone tells you something that you’ve considered like 1500 times and you wanna punch someone with a hammer? Yeah it was that kind of feeling.
3. I had anger issues. Have/had sort of the same thing 😛😝
my anger generally is due lack of sleep. Though lack of sleep is meant to make you tired and have no energy. My anger made me so bad I punched things and shouted and just my temperature went too high too quick.
4. I kept seeing things and hearing things that weren’t happening.
I don’t mean ghosts and I don’t mean random voices. I mean I kept seeing my mom was there but she wasn’t she was in a different room. Or I kept hearing my family call me when they weren’t they were watching TV… With me… Right next to me… A bit odd, scary and weird.
I still have trouble sleeping sometimes but its better than before. Instead of just not sleeping. I wake up several times of the night. And the sleep sucked so bad, I feel like rampaging across the city.